December 2010
53 posts
another complete year
2010- was a year of stress&encouragement, disappointments&accomplishments, tears&laughter, both everything good and bad. It was one heck of an year. When I look back at the span of an entire year, I tend to remember the most terrible things that have occurred or the happiest. Maybe it is cus it is so early in the morning and I am still awake but right now, I can only recall the...
Dec 30th
a note to highschoolers, esp. seniors.
I cannot believe another year has already flown by. this is ridiculous. time is flying and i am aging.  I still remember freshmen year of high school vividly. I was super happy to be attending the school that I had dreamed of attending & I never wanted to leave high school. I loved stuy. I discovered my passion for dancing, interests in certain fields of studies, learned what friends were my...
Dec 30th
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lockdown at home for the past two days. I’ve been doing absolutely nothing, catching up on the glee series which I just discovered was awesomeeee & secret garden. LOL i fell into both of them because I had absolutely nothingggggg to do at home.  oddly, it has been very relaxing. I used to not be able to tolerate staying at home for literally 24 hours. I always felt the need to go out...
Dec 29th
i love her.
Dec 22nd
what a coincidence
Dec 22nd
it feels as though someone stabbed me through my chest and ripped out my heart
Dec 22nd
you’re the biggest asshole i know. the most irresponsible, torturous, selfish person i know and will ever know. you were so messed up. & yet I still worry & think about you. it drives me insane. even when I am having the greatest day, you enter my mind and my mood just vanishes. i am angry, sad, jealous, depressed, all at the same time. i actually don’t know what to feel...
Dec 21st
2!
THE BIGGG TWO. hollllllllllllllly. it didnt even feel this long!  yipeeeeeeeeeeee<3 <3 <3  <3
Dec 20th
OMG!
so then we’re sitting in the bus & carlos has the earphone linking thingy. & i wanted to watch sex & the city 2 but then we only head one pair of earphones which suckeddddd. so i was just like nevermind & was gonna go to sleep or something… & then carlos kept being annoying and saying ” you need a pair of good earphones.” & i like blew up on him cus...
Dec 17th
hello nyc!
I am currently on the BOLT bus with carlos, yay! we missed our 2:30 bus cus of me :( woke up super late, had to clean my disgusting room & finish packing & whatnot. buttt we got to get on the 3! yay arrival time at NYC: 7:15 unless traffic is an asshole. see yall  veryy very soon!
Dec 17th
this final will be the death of me..
Dec 16th
Dec 15th
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fml
first fail of college. 
Dec 15th
i have the sweetest boyfriend in the world~
Dec 15th
loveeeeee her.
Dec 15th
tired. determined. exhausted. determined.
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
rip
another gay suicide. seriously this hate crime has to stop.
Dec 14th
d-day.
Dec 14th
i am stressed out to the max. finals, i will destroy you.
Dec 14th
positive energy
kyungyoonkim: happiness and good mood is contagious even to yourself.  you cant break free from your own pessimism and you are indeed going to fail.  think positive.  visualize it and strive for that ideal image of yourself KNOWING that you will eventually get there.  especially to those who just graduated or are graduating next semester, dont let the job market hinder you. think that you will...
Dec 13th
SO CLOSE YET SO DAMN FAR.
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
dear david kang.
i can’t believe i haven’t seen you since we went off to college. its already been several months & it is just incredibly hard to believe. I used to see you everyday, literally since we were young- coming straight to hakwon after school, then saturday school & church. as we got older and moved onto high school I only saw you a few times a week, but in college it is so much more...
Dec 13th
soooo close yet soooo far!
13th- rhetorical traditions review session+ LOTSSS of crammmming. 14th- perspectives final. 15th- child growth & development final. 16th- rhetorical traditions final. 17th- HOMEEEEEEEEE <3 it really sucks to have back to back finals. oh its gonna be hell next semester, since i have no classes on mondays & fridays. final week will be suicidal with so many back to back finals...
Dec 12th
mai lamore
rose shoes = $ 27, 945. 18 carat gold heels, hand-dyed silk petals. what a gorgeous work of art
Dec 12th
my head is on the verge of explosion.
Dec 11th
yum
Dec 10th
hard study session #2 with carlos!
Dec 10th
fight it. win it. get it. 
Dec 10th
i seriously don’t know how im gonna make it
Dec 10th
yum
macarons<3
Dec 10th
Dec 9th
hanging on
I’ve worked so hard & it is so close.
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
studying with my boyfriend
studying with boyfriend.. scratch that he’s watching cartoons on netflix -;
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
oh tumblr.
Dec 8th
how can you look this good at that age?
Dec 8th
shoegasm
i don’t know why but I’m feeling the neutrals.. maybe cus im so gloomy & depressed over the intense workload.
Dec 8th
even after almost 2 years, carlos prefers starcraft over me.
Dec 7th
my poor, suffering brain.
With all the upcoming finals, papers, and studying, my brain is literally on the verge of a serious explosion. I spend hours everyday in the library, and sitting for hours hurts my back more than ever. I think I would really do anything to get away from all this chaos and work. And if I did have that chance, I wouldn’t even ask for something big. The thing I want to do most right now is go...
Dec 7th
oh you must really love me. 
Dec 7th
countdown
Dec 5th
go get em
Dec 4th
열공. 하이팅!
Dec 3rd
you’re ridiculous. why do i bother to try?
Dec 2nd
“December is the toughest month of the year. Others are July, January, September,...”
–  Mark Twain (via hippiecrack)
Dec 2nd
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good morning
croissant with chicken noodle soup = perfection. a little bit of time to relax till class<3
Dec 2nd
worries. regret. pain. scars. hatred. anger. abandonment. betrayal. blood. love?
Dec 2nd