예진 rebecca lee

it is scary how much power the media has & how much influence it has in all of our lives.

i love when i have time in between classes to relax in my room alone. alone cus it is still too early, friends are still sleeping or are in class, i have no homework, time is too tight to take a nap.

i love it. every one should have a few moments each day to have time to themselves. it is during these times that i find myself to be reflecting upon myself the most- reflecting upon the present, the past, and the future. 

there’s no specific word that may accurately convey how i feel during these little moment, but i love it.

the word “disappointed” hurts more than anything. i wish you were just angry.

Dolce & Gabbana face wedges. interestingg, loveeee

oh it is going to be a greatttttttt semester :)

off to boston in some hours!

i can’t believe a month of break is already coming to an end. it’s sad to leave home again but i can’t waittt to be back at the filthy kostka dormitories filled with the aroma of alcohol and disgusting vomit stains, my wild floor mates, my fresh new classes, & alll of my bc buds! :) :) :) :) 

i seriously need to fix my sleeping habits before classes start.

like 2 weeks ago, i watched sex and the city 2 at home with car & it was like my entire future was produced & summarized within just two hours.

so in the movie, there are several glimpses of carrie’s gorrrrrrgeous shoe closet- yes, literally a closet the size of my room, bigger than my dorm room, solely built for her massive shoe collection. so shiny, colorful, and so prettyyyyy. This is literally my dream.

& carrie & big are finally married, FINALLY, & they have a super cute home smack in the heart of the city:

this is also my dream except that would be me & my future husband. tehehe

& because i couldn’t find a nice, clear picture of ms. carrie bradshaw’s shoe closet, i found another one that, although it isn’t perfect, I found quite to my liking:

but it can be a little less pink & i hate christina aguilera as her and britney spears were always considered rivals. LOL. 

promise to self: i will treat myself with a new pair of shoes every time I get my salary 

my first goal for 2011 is to read the new york times every single day.

you know when you are aging when you see snow outside and you are angry. 

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2011, bring it on.

I know I am still a freshmen in college, but my first semester as a college student is already over. It is alarming and intimidating how quickly first semester breezed by. It’s sort of scary that as I get older, every year seems more shorter than the prior ones. 

Lately, with the coming of the new year and all, I’ve been worrying about my future- whether I would really be able to pursue a career centered on something that I am truly passionate about. Not even that, but whether I will be able to discover what I am passionate about, because although college is the place for one to unravel the answers to these questions, I feel as though it may be too short- are 4 years really enough to make a decision that is so powerful as to impact one’s entire life? Some people end up discovering things in the last minute, they may abruptly decide that what they have been studying for years is not what they actually want to pursue. Time wasted? starting all over again? It all scares me. 

Yes I’m a freshmen, and it may seem as though I have plenty of time, but four years go by way too quickly. 

Time must be used wisely. Time is a scary thing.

happy 2011 all